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Wednesday, July 23, 2008♥ 11:45 PM
God will make a way
I am currently posting with a blocked runny nose (don't ask how that's even possible) and sore throat and when I spoke to my mother on the phone it sounded kinda like this "Hello, bubby, do lah it's all de dust (sniffs) cause i'm packing de stuff into de boxes (sniffs) yub i'm finde. (sniffs)" really. okay maybe not that drama lah haha i'm exaggerating a bit but yeah it's terrible.
Anyway, wanted to post today, I'm Vanessa, by the way haha, about choir. (: Want to let all you darlings know that when we honour God and put Him first in our lives, He will put in His 100% for us and make a way, even when there seems to be no way. He works in ways, we cannot see. He will make a way for me. (:
That day, I might have shared with Mavis, i think. haha forgot sorry. I had dance and of all days that day was torture day. I emerged from the hall dripping from every pore in my body, my head spinning and throbbing all at the same time, my eyelids droopy, my muscles aching, my limbs weak, waves of nausea pulsing through me... (okay so i kinda exaggerated, heh but i really felt like throwing up all over the car and just lying on the bed to sleep)
so ya I felt so sick I was so tempted to tell Dawn that I was sick and couldn't make it. Add to the fact that I had A math test the nest day and A math is my worst subject. I felt so terrible that when I reached home, I couldn't even make it to the toilet to bathe. I sat on the floor with my head between my knees for five minutes to stop myself from fainting before rushing to finish bathing in 15 minutes. Rushed through my dinner too, and was so dazed I took mismatched clothes that made me look like shit to wear and rushed off after an equally rushed dinner.
In the car, my father was still telling me that if I felt so tired I might as well not go and I really felt SO SO SO tempted. I was so tired I fell asleep in the car halfway through while talking to my father. My father said a quick prayer for me and A math textbook and little else in hand, I got off still a little drowsy to meet Gayle at TCT auditorium. Went inside and felt kinda lethargic-ish.
Then the worship leader guy, Thomas was like how many of you here are not fully ready to worship God? and i was like oh my gosh. ME! he prayed for us and everything and then we went off to learn the actions and albeit some muscle aches, I can proudly declare I was more awake than Gayle! haha. And really amazingly, all the tiredness seriously left me and most amazing was, the A math test the next day was actually MANAGEABLE. like :0 praise God! hahahahaha.
so yeah, just want to encourage you guys that sometimes when we feel like shit and worshipping and praising God is the last thing on our minds, that could be a sure method to make your day and clean you up of all the shit. Even though mine was kinda forced, I'm glad I was 'forced', because I know God worked in a very special way for me (: and Mavis I know you're very busy on thurs and have bio on friday, but it's okay, God will lift your spirit and energize you to do exceedingly well for your test, yes? <3
Love all of you dearies, and see you on sunday! :D
VANESSA!
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