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Saturday, January 19, 2008♥ 10:57 PM
my mother just today me that my aunt's cancer has relapsed again. the doctor says she has only a month left. we chose not to believe or rather told her not to believe it. its really hard now as my cousin has just recovered from her depression, and i think now she is getting it again. my heart really sank when i heard about it. though i am not really close to my aunt but i used to visit their house very often and always stayed over. now that we are older, we dont do that any more. i really dont want to imagine what is going to happen next. my aunty is really nice, and used to be very cheerful. but now with her cancer, her hair is balding. and her body is just going weaker and weaker. i am really scared that she might just leave.
she is a non believer and i really wish that she can get to know god. i want to offer but i m really scared. now my sister has stopped going to church-i dont know why- and also my parents and my aunty uncles are not believers. Whats more, they are pretty strong Buddhists. i dont dare to tell my mum. as you know my parents are not very happy that i am going to church.
she believes that i m too young and might make the wrong decision. but i want her to know that i am serious about being a christian. and i love god.
back to the topic, i hope my aunty will get to know god and also that she will not leave all of a sudden. and if possible that she will stay with us longer.
<3 MAVIS
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